Day 343

It is after 10:00 pm and I just got home from work. I am waiting up for my 18 year old to come home and I am resisting calling my 22 year old to make sure she is o.k. I didn't have time to eat much today and I am not really hungry. This is strange. I realize that I am well into my journey to 50 and I haven't really changed many of my habits. I stopped exercising in mid February.

I wish I had two more days left in the week.

On days like this I have to remind myself why I am writing this blog. I don't have time and I am not taking action to change what needs to be changed. But hey, I received my copy of Martha Stewart Living in the mail yesterday. I love this magazine almost as much as I love Oprah. MSL is a little different though it holds out a lifestyle this is almost impossible to obtain. I want to be Martha I really do, but its just this little thing called a job I have that gets in my way. And then there is the family. Martha never has to deal with any of that at least in her magazine. She has birthday parties for dear friends, yoga, horseback riding and really nice looking dogs. I guess I want people who read this blog to read about a real life or maybe I should say an average life. I'm sure Martha's life is real...I just don't think she shares it with the public. I don't think my life is exactly average though. I think I have a pretty good life. I work every day to make sure it is even better.